Dishonor

My burden, My shame, My disgrace to the end

I must carry it all everywhere I go

My life is but a shadow unto what it use to be

So sad I am I can not be what I was before

Go on I must

To try to much

To gain what I've lost

So my life is what I make

So much I see so much I take

Life can not be so cold as this

I must be able to get rid of it

Long is the road to regain me